Am I High Rn

LETRA

Am I High Rn

I think the back door creeks
I think the sun burned down
I think this garden speaks
Or am I high right now?
I think the sky caved in
I think your hearts possessed
I see white flags waving
Or am I just obsessed?

Or am I paranoid of being myself?
Is it my brain overworking itself?
Are these rumors in my head really true?
Is someone watching all the things that we do?
Or am I high right now?

Am I trippin’ am I sippin’ am I high right now
The delusion and confusion got me hella trippin out
I need likes to validate me I need pills to chill me out
I need sex to feel empowered I need booze to wash it down
I need nothing for the side effects
Something for the come down
Something for the trauma
Something just to come around
I’m riddled with anxiety and crippling depression
Gotta dig my own grave just to learn my lesson
I feel like I think too much
You only hit me up when you drink too much
And I don’t wanna be your human Xanax bar
You’re talking bout forever shits way too far
And I don’t wanna be another one night stand
But I don’t wanna be nobody’s life plan
If you’re scared go to church
If you’re shook, meditate
If you’re hurt just vibe
If you’re mad walk away what you think?

Or am I paranoid of being myself?
Is it my brain overworking itself?
Are these rumors in my head really true?
Is someone watching all the things that we do?
Or am I high right now?