Letter To My Felon

LETRA

Letter To My Felon

[Intro]

Hello
i have a collect call from..
It’s me
here we go again
an inmate at vicksburg community correctional facility
in bakersfield, california
dial or press 5 & hold
to refuse hang up
that’s it
that’s it i’ve had it

[krazie]

ever since you left us
a lot of things have changed
i sleep alone & count the tiempos
since the day you went away
it’s time i gotta let you know
things aint as easy as you think
i don’t always tell you
cuz it’s not always the nicest things
i wish i could tell you
that i’m hanging in okay
but i’m so angry at the fact
you chose wrong
and you’re gone away
what can i say?
Other than the fact
i’ve waited long enough
and you can say ”i’m sick & tired”
yeah i’m not the only one
you’re kids are hurting too
but you don’t wanna realize that
visits ain’t enough
sorry but you need to stop that
writing me these letters
telling me it’s all okay
it’s not okay
i been here struggling like every single day
and you still want some money
for your damn books
i need some money for the kids
what you expect me to cook?
I’m really sorry if you thought
and you had me confused
i’m not anybody’s fool
so if you hate me
hey that’s cool

[hook]

you know i hate having to write you
sit here & think about our love
the reasons why i cannot touch you
and tell you everything that’s been going on
out here’s crazy
baby if you only knew
the things i thought of lately
you’d hate me
can’t sleep
i’m sitting here debating on you
and should i stay? Or should i go?
The blame is put up on you
so writing you this many letters
is to show you that i haven’t forgot
and carry with me all the pain & sorrow
knowing you’re not

[krazie]

i always told you ”take care
and don’t you ever do me wrong
just try to behave
so you can always be my one & only man”
but you went & did your business anyway
i guess you didn’t give a f***
about our family that day
i’m pissed off
mad at the world
you can say that i blame you
for every time i cry to sleep
boy bet that
i’m nauseous
i never thought
i would actually say that
it’s long overdue
what my heart feels
so respect that
lo siento
i’m sorry baby dad
but yo no miento
te cuento
te escribo aqui todo este sintimiento
pensamientos que no podia
yo nunca confesar te
tiempos sin un vato
ya podrias imaginarte
that ain’t the least babe
la sol esta por matarme
fotos me requerdan
a cuando eras tu mi amante
and now i’m all alone
what the f*** is going on
i’m done with your shit
feels like you’re never coming home

[hook]

you know i hate having to write you
sit here & think about our love
the reasons why i cannot touch you
and tell you everything that’s been going on
out here’s crazy
baby if you only knew
the things i thought of lately
you’d hate me
can’t sleep
i’m sitting here debating on you
and should i stay? Or should i go?
The blame is put up on you
so writing you this many letters
is to show you that i haven’t forgot
and carry with me all the pain & sorrow
knowing you’re not

[interlude]

cuz you see
it’s not about you writing me these letters
with them fuc*** pictures
telling me
”keep your head up baby
i’ll be out soon”
it’s about you thinking it’s a fuc*** joke
getting yourself locked up
every couple of months & expecting me to be here
waiting for your ass
shit
find yourself some other fuc*** fool
cuz see i stood by your side
all those times
that you were getting yourself locked up
but enough is enough
i can only take so much
me entiendes?

[hook]

you know i hate having to write you
sit here & think about our love
the reasons why i cannot touch you
and tell you everything that’s been going on
out here’s crazy
baby if you only knew
the things i thought of lately
you’d hate me
can’t sleep
i’m sitting here debating on you
and should i stay? Or should i go?
The blame is put up on you
so writing you this many letters
is to show you that i haven’t forgot
and carry with me all the pain & sorrow
knowing you’re not