Black Cloudz

LETRA

Black Cloudz

Whatever you're thinking
You better not say
It might be the last
You better be cool when I make no pass
I'm fighting the demons that live in my past
They all coming back and I'm letting them speak
Speaking of me
All the unspeakable things I seen in my brain
It's hard to be good when you need to maintain a level of thought About sending em back, no time today
If I'm doing right or am I doing wrong?
I'm making my way to get back to the morn'
I'm wondering if I won't be anymore
Than a broke white kid in a burgundy donk
I figured if there was a God then he would have showed me the way
But I do not care about another soul besides myself anyway
And now I'm looking around and all I see is desperation to the level where making fake claims is normal behavior
See but I don't fit into the model I was given at birth
Sometimes I look into my eyes and see things not of this earth
You talk like you in the struggle
You thinking that you hot shit
But what you're going through now is what I would do as a jit
But now I'm older and trying to see life in a positive light
Until the clouds above my head
This side is looking too bright
[?] the light

I carry myself from the bottom
Never been to the top
I roll the dice when I make it, hoe
Every time that I drop
Seen a lot of dead presidents but not seen one alive
But yet this man at the White House is still controlling my life
So I speak clear to my children
Told them this in they ear
To just believe what you see and disregard what you hear
I hope I leave here tomorrow
See the world through a bottle
That's they idol like [?] but yet I ain't no role model
Struggle hard for a dollar
Ain't no rapping, no eating
Many nights stayed up late
I'm in the studio sleeping
Time to wait for nobody
In them houses you buy
This life is no DVD
There ain't no hitting rewind
What age will I be when die?
What did my mothers to cry?
And all the things that I did
Can't look my dad in his eyes
[?] children was just some petty time wasted
But now my new sign is here
To give [?] foundation

All these black clouds in my life and I just can't get myself out
And all the times I thought I was doing straight but I drowned
I just sit back and I'm thinking with a brass monkey on my side
I would not change a thing even if I can go back in time