Maybe two, or twenty

LETRA

Maybe two, or twenty

Sometimes
I kiss my scars.
It's over with
Is this it?

Sometimes
I breathe in deep.
Lungs close up.
I wish you married me.

Sometimes
I break down.
Give up everything.
But then I think.

About you,
You're so strong.

It's been 2 years since we even talked.
But I still call hoping you'll pick up

It kills me.
That you took your life.
No one even knows
You were my star and sky.

Drift away,
I could lie and try to say
That I'm the same.
Don't watch me cry over your grave.
I'll take a drink.
Maybe two, or twenty.

You're watching me.
Kiss another on the face
I feel guilty.
Though you aren't here,
I don't dare to erase.
I still pay for your phone
So I can hear you speak.

Drift away,
I could lie and try to say
That I'm the same.
Don't watch me cry over your grave.
I'll take a drink.
Maybe two, or twenty.